and, hello 05, it's me again, haha.


alrights, i dunno how u all felt about what was said yesterday,
but i sure know that i felt extremely upset about it.

i dun like it when we are scolded, whether it's by our CTs, or other teachers,
or even when other students talk badly about our class.
i always felt that we are misunderstood,
and that i'll want to tell them that "HEY, you haven't seen the real side of us! it's not who we are! we are fun!"

i've grown to love this class, and i felt that as the CT rep i have this responsibility to stand up for all of us, to show them what we've got and prove them wrong.
Seriously, when mr tan was talking ystd, after physics, i really had this urge to stand up and leave the class.
hanh was actually asking me calm down.

however, on my way home ystd, i thought about what he said,
and i think it's quite true.
all of us always have the tendency to point fingers at other ppl whenever we're blamed.
we'll always think that "Aiya, what't the big deal? Making a fuss out of nothing."

Yet, think about this,
have we given teachers the respect that they should get?
What kind of tone are we using?
When there isn't a need to talk, let's just keep the crap to ourselves and only release them after class, shall we?
it's good to be lively and fun, i agree,
but there's always a time to be serious too.

and, let's give our friends some respect too, alright?
we cld be having a bad day, but do know that there isn't a need to be all moody towards ur friends and dao them.
they don't deserve to get this kind of treatment.

relationships are built on trust.
i wish all of us can trust one another.


--xinyi